Friday, September 16, 2005
Written by Corrinne May Ying Foo
Copyright 1997, Corrmay Gourmet Music (ASCAP)
Hey girl, what is the matter?
You're crying your heart out again
Don't lie, girl
This was not some accident
Your bruises, they give you away
Your face sighs in shades of blue purple
Your eyes tell a story of pain
Walk away
You're worth more
than he'll ever realise
Baby walk away
Spare yourself this pain
Can't you see that he's not worth it?
You're not meant to be treated this way
Baby walk away
You say that
You really love him
You say that he'll know this someday
But your face still sighs in blue purple
Your eyes tell a story of shame
Walk away
You're worth more
than he'll ever realise
Baby walk away
Spare yourself this pain
Can't you see that he's not worth it?
You've been waiting for his love for so many years
Well girl,
You may not live to see that day
Baby walk away
You're not meant to be treated this way
Baby walk away
Baby walk away
Baby walk away
If only someone told me this earlier in the year. Then maybe i wouldn't hafta go through all that shit and now be afraid to try because the new one reminds me of him. Oh well, not as if no one told me to dump him... i guess i was just too stubborn.
In fact, sometimes i wonder. Why the hell did i take so long? Why was i so silly? Why did i allow him to treat me like a back up? Like a doormat... But then again, when people tell me things like "he's a jerk larh... yishan, u deserve better.", i can't help but wanna defend him. It was also my fault. I firmly believe that if any relationship goes wrong, the blame should be on both people. Well, if i didn't act so silly, if i didn't appear to be such an easy catch, if i didn't fall so easily, maybe, just maybe, things wouldn't have turned out the way they did.
Oh whatever, it's all over. It's time to move on. Don't ask me to put down whatever happened in the past. I can't... It was a lesson i learned and i intend to keep it with me. Yes, i intend to keep that scar. If the present fella i like just happend to remind me of him, then too bad. I will just hafta find another guy who is totally different. I'm sorry if i hafta be so weak and afriad to move on. I'm already trying very hard.
Anyway, gtg. Going for a concert with Jill dear... hahah~ haven't seen Char and Da and haven't gone out with Jill for soOOoOoO mega long... Miss them so much. I'm pretty sure today will be cool~ =)
YYY
